The love you withhold is the pain you will carry.

Thought I could forgive and forget but sorry, my heart is not big enough to grant you that.   

Little Lama is the reincarnation of the old Dalai Lama Konchog. Hes currently staying in a monastery in Nepal, Kathmandu. Wished I knew about him earlier when I was in Kathmandu. Check out Unmistaken Child Documentary on their journey in search for this boy. 

Trekking view at Ladakh

Monastery up in the hills. I wanna find the monks, they will be able to interpret the tattoo. 

Plantations means village. Love villagers. 

“INFJs are deeply concerned about their relations with individuals as well as the state of humanity at large. They are, in fact, sometimes mistaken for extroverts because they appear so outgoing and are so genuinely interested in people — a product of the Feeling function they most readily show to the world. On the contrary, INFJs are true introverts, who can only be emotionally intimate and fulfilled with a chosen few from among their long-term friends, family, or obvious “soul mates.” While instinctively courting the personal and organizational demands continually made upon them by others, at intervals INFJs will suddenly withdraw into themselves, sometimes shutting out even their intimates. This apparent paradox is a necessary escape valve for them, providing both time to rebuild their depleted resources and a filter to prevent the emotional overload to which they are so susceptible as inherent “givers.” As a pattern of behavior, it is perhaps the most confusing aspect of the enigmatic INFJ character to outsiders, and hence the most often misunderstood — particularly by those who have little experience with this rare type.” 

I’m pretty sure Ryan is aware of this “syndrome” that I have. I have to clarify that its not cause I’m lazy or whatsoever, I do get this suffocating feeling if I’m out too often. You have no idea how many times I wished I had the energy to hangout more often. Those times that I actually did, I fell ill.