July 2011
77 posts
Just received an email and I find it rather amusing yet sweet. It goes,
“Hi Michelle, Namaste!! this me Dharma. any way everey thinggood. even less work now a days. How are you? & How about your flight? my job is ok but not so much busy. because of offseason. i have 1 group this summar but thy think change next year. this year ticket fair bite expensive. my family are well and they say namaste for you and miguel as well. ok keep in touch and see you.. have agood day. with best regards Dharma.”
Do you sometimes wish you never fell in love?
No, in fact I wish to fall in love all the time. Having someone to love makes me feel alive. Despite the heartbreaks, I still believe that being in love is the ultimate thing that makes my existence meaningful.
Pretty sure you've always wanted to see me naked.. Well.. I'm feeling pretty adventurous today so go to datelink5(dot)com (switch [dot] with .) then sign up and find my profile under the username 'lolsummer69'. I hid my face in the pictures. but I want you to guess who I am and then hit me up on Facebook lol. Good luck.
HAHA WTF.
“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
—BOB MARLEY (via writes-no-poetry)
Elliot, a palm reader once told me 7 is my lucky number and it has also been my favourite number for the past 12 years. AND of course beckham ;)
What an interesting day.
Today, I met the man who is commercializing a drug and a cure for Alzheimer. Tested over hundreds of patients and 17 hospitals in the UK and Singapore, the drug is currently in the phase 3 testing. $197 million invested and he is currently raising the other $200 million to complete the trial. Amazing man huh? Had another job offer from a customer, tips $$$ and I think 7 is my lucky number.
My 21st birthday is still a couple of months away but I was thinking instead of holding a party, should I just go travelling?
The end of chapter twelve of Shantharam, “But already, like the people in the ghetto, hundreds of feet below, I was picking through the smashed houses in my heart, and rebuilding on the ruin.” The ghetto is all the people in the slums have and when it gets destroyed by council workers as it goes beyond the legal perimeter, it will be rebuilt by the next day. Next month, they will come back and tear it down again then that will be rebuilt too. Like how our hearts are the only things we truly have. If someone breaks your heart, you still have to be the one to pick up the pieces and put them back together cause no one else will/can do it for you. And no matter how many times your heart is broken, you still have to piece it back again cause that is the only thing we have.
I think girls who bitch or gossip over the phone till late hours are damn lame.
First day of work yesterday, fucking shagged. Feels like I’ve been having a hangover since I woke up though I did not touch a single bit of alcohol.
“We sometimes encounter people, even perfect strangers, who begin to interest us at first sight, somehow suddenly, all at once, before a word has been spoken.”
—Fyodor Dostoevsky (via forbiddenalleys)
Sharing of feelings = Imposing expectations/hopes = Underperforming due to pressure = Expectations/hopes not met = Disappointment & inadequacy = Unhappiness = Lesson learnt (Do not share too much of your feelings)
